It was by sheer accident and not by design that I
had a pleasant interface with the British Council Library (BCL),after good 13
years. Located now in a tall building with an outlandish yet attractive
façade(reminds of chocolate spread) on KG Marg, New Delhi, the setting in a
concrete jungle looks better than the crammed up accommodation 18 years ago at
the AIFACS building, next to Red Cross & Parliament on Rafi Marg turning.
Down Memory Lane
I had the
opportunity to visit both the locations a couple of times in the last 35 years.
Though BCL was an integral part of my growing up years in Ranchi (one would
cycle with joy a distance of 8 kms), it somehow never fulfilled my desire for
reading, forget about learning. Apart from seeing, touching and turning a few
classics (kept in spotlessly clean surroundings) on Economics, History,
Political Science and Literature ( one could not make any head or tail out of
them), it was a real fun to swiftly run through the innumerable illustrated and
sports pages of Time, Economist, The Times, The Observer, The Daily Telegraph
etc. Coming to Indian newspapers, if my ordinary memory does not fail me, only
The Statesman of Calcutta was subscribed. Why?
Because, it probably appealed to, if not acceded to the colonial British ethos
and life styles. Sri Prasad, the ‘brown’ deputy librarian would attempt European
accent at times, akin to our ‘Father Teachers’.
Ignored
Motherland
No one would answer my, the, then justifiable
query-‘Why the bulky overseas publications (some newspapers would run into
almost 50 pages) did not carry any news/feature concerning India? Was it still
a forbidden land? I was bestowed with an answer rather late, when I began truly
‘deciphering’ the meaning of the word ’bias’ during my splendid higher
education opportunity in JNU. Perhaps, I understand it much better now as a
fading, non-descript civil servant, entangled in the mystical web of hypocrisy
in bureaucracy.
BCL
In Present Setting
Shall we go back to the present BCL before we lose
focus? My immediate impression was- what a change? At a first glance it
resembles a jail, not a place of reading. Ostensibly,out of heightened security
concerns. One struggles to find the reading room. Entry due to my institutional
card was friendly. I carry the ‘Member card’ around my neck rather proudly,
till I discover that all Tom,Dick and Harries too were prominently displaying
it. My body & bag were, nevertheless, not spared from mechanical and manual
checking.
Groups and pairs were thronging the small, well
manicured lawn and the steps leading to the main pink coloured edifice. One wrong step and I land up in the crowded Counselling
area, to be politely guided to my ultimate destination on the first floor.
Variety
Exposure & Entertainment
Once inside, it was going to be an amazing
experience. Despite my willingness to get rid of my bag, the usual property
counter was nowhere to be sighted. One of the busy attendants, explains, I
could carry everything inside (also laptop, cell phone, make up kit etc.?),
since they had a sensor at the exit gate. Strange,but true. I had to live with
another security if not precaution related reality reflecting the changing
times.
All kinds of dresses and attire of myriad sizes and
shapes, strange hair styles, ear rings and footwear in vibrant colors were on display.
One was tempted to get into a comparison mode. Readers were predominantly young,
not forgetting to comb hairs in between, see display on cells and surf through
net on laptops recklessly. Majority were studying & reading. Some were
taking notes also in trying conditions. A few, romantic types were flicking
through. Rest were pretending. O yes!, those found attempting a nap or showing
inappropriate etiquettes, were politely & promptly cautioned from time to
time.
Whispering
Windows Reflecting Emerging Patterns
Whispers off and on involved both young girls &
boys. Presumably, topic may have been, what the latest issue of India Today
reports-using acronyms and code words(alien to parents) to bare souls to
strangers on social networking websites of Facebook and Twitter, living in
unreal world by forging friendships, without realizing that the perils of
excessive social networking could harm them emotionally in the long run. The
possible causes could be- strictly nuclear family environment, an urge to
achieve something ahead of time by defying the prescribed and time tested laws
of nature & gravity and purported lack of convenient sports and
entertainment facilities.
I close my eyes and utter with bonafide intentions-
“Unusual and unnatural conformity with the peer group by showing antagonism
towards the elders could be traumatic as also counterproductive. Resultant
state of non-function or dys-function should be resisted.”
A quick round follows. Afterall, the rhythm
generated had to be sustained. At the same time, I could not possibly retain a
standing posture for long. When I look for a seat, I cannot succeed. Not even a
stool was available. As such, the colorful chairs looked casual, as if one was
roaming in a picnic joint on a sea shore or about to hit floors in a disco. The stereotyped library chairs or
couches, meant to give support to back and enhance concentration were
conspicuous by their absence. One of the active attendants added to my woes by
stating “this was the rush time, so tolerance and patience on the part of the deprived was advisable.”
Bias
vis- a-vis India
Upon seeing and opening and seeing again a few eye
catching books on Sociology, Psychology, Economics and International Affairs, I
lay my hands on a handful of notable reference volumes. One such book was Whitakers’
World of Facts (claimed to have every subject) published from London in 2005(it
had to be British). I was aghast to read the following lines on page 139, once
again written about our motherland with a certain bias-“Indian economy is
seriously weakened by overpopulation. About 25% of the Indians cannot (?)
afford to feed themselves. Most people still live by farming but India
has a booming I.T. Industry.”
My hectic search for an authentic book
on
population policy or its stabilization resulted into utter failure. For, one
could see only a few hundred books in physical form. It was gathered that
majority were now available on line and that too in the several branches of
BCL. Being computer illiterate, I , therefore, decide to give up & explore
other available non-electronic options.
Experience of Reading Cross Legged
I resolve finally to turn truly Indian in an
otherwise British setting. Look for some space on floor and manage also. A few
trials and I make myself comfortable next to a corner shelf in the periodical
section. The adjacent children section looks somewhat deserted. I feel
dejected. It too did not have any seating arrangement.
Sitting cross legged with unpolished shoes on often
propelled a change of posture. Due to backache, it could not carry me through
for long. Right shoe was removed therefore first to be followed by socks. Soon
the left leg too was going to be bereft of shoe. But good sense prevailed at
the nick of time. My socks, being dirty and somewhat torn, were neither
presentable nor suited to the alien, ‘sophisticated’ environment.
A
Brush With Yoga
I could carry on for almost one and a half hours. No
Deviation, no other thought except the ones provoked by the magazines in my lap……….,
very close to the suspected Glaucoma affected right eye. And it was nothing but
on my favorite hobbies- yoga & photography. I settle first for getting
engrossed in a ‘phoren’ mag on the time tested practice of ancient India. It
was interesting if not amusing to pick up a perspective about facial yoga.
Something one does,rather daily, without perhaps becoming familiar with the
nomenclature. Following lines are worth recalling-“Without moving head look to
left as far as possible for 5 seconds. Repeat
by looking towards right, upwards and downwards. Take note of the
sensation of the tension in the muscles that move the eyeballs. Now close eyes
and relax. Rub your palms together till they get warm and then gently place
them over eyes to absorb the heat. Repeat a few times.”
Digital
Photography
Next the ‘Digital photographer’ gave useful insights
into looking at my hobby afresh and creating contrasts by showing old and new
technologies together in a single frame, joys and sorrows of ‘capturing’ at
dawn and dusk, water, sand & landscape photography, snow shots, attempting
memorable & authentic newborn portraits etc. Following tips were
futuristic- (a) Photoshop processing helps- processed from raw, an image can
have greater contrast and be more tonally interesting,(b) sometimes one can
have enough options while shooting…….. that you don’t need to do any physical
alterations afterwards and (c) some colour correction and a bit of sharpening
helps to bring out detail in an object, be it rock or a building.
What really impressed and mattered to me, however, were the five
highlighted merits of black &white photography:(i) it has a timeless look, hard to conjure in color,(ii)
it is ideal when shooting a series of images,(iii) by removing the color from
the equation, black & white simplifies a scene, de cluttering it almost instantly,(iv)it
enables you to emphasise shape, form & texture and (v) this format means
that one can deal nicely with tricky and mixed lighting conditions, such as,
inside a building, a temple or a church with a relative ease.
I haven’t finished as yet. For, the punchline that appealed to my inner self
was- “I enjoy company, talking to people, sharing passions & creativity.
When I am behind a camera, that’s me”.(something within, perhaps, finds
expression).
Two
Twenty PM
Once out of bounds of the air-conditioned
‘conditions’ of the BCL,I am destined to have a feel of the soothing air of
October on a Tuesday, a day synonymous with Lord Hanuman. Also having read
about photography, indulging into instant photography was going to be a natural
corollary. A beginning was made with a close-up of tempting fried rice and
tasty mixed vegetables (cooked & packed with meticulous care by Jaya) in
the backdrop of the historic Jantar Mantar and the modern NDMC building. Which
one leaves an impression, is anybody’s guess. Having a grub in the open air for
a change, had its own advantages. One could delete and edit snaps, look back,
contemplate, plan afresh.
Slow
and Steady Wins The Race
Post-lunch, I relish taking a relaxed stroll on a
surprisingly deserted but green avenue, to my next tentative destination. I
resort purposely to this time consuming venture. I have no intention to add my
bit to the pollution level of the capital by getting into a bus or a three
wheeler. After all, it is slow and steady that should aspire to win the race in
today’s fast global village.